No better. No worse.
I am realizing from reactions I've received that I'm usually a lot peppier. The flatness is part of a typical depressive episode for me - I don't think you're funny. I am irritated that you didn't do you job. I won't allow you to do something I think is wrong. And I'm not particularly patient in conveying this information.
I've muttered 'bullshit' under my breath today more than I can ever remember - my tolerance for people is not zero, but it's pretty low. It's not that I'm actively seeking to make others miserable, but I also don't really care if that's the outcome. But I recognize the symptoms and have made an appointment to discuss dosage.
So no worries - it'll go right in the end. Life is just hard right now.